三月廿九日什么香蕉茄子！？
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tHis morning while i was logging into my gmail…..
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and it read…
"Username : cockcat07"
hEll NO! tHat’s definately not it!!!!!!
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人生一小段
最近看过了某学生的字笔后, 忽然有所感触……
这位小伙子第一次失恋啦。 过了一段时间了， 还是无法忘记对她的感情。
呵呵， 在下我啊，就自以为是的给了他几个点子， 让他思考思考。 小伙子应了我说：“哎。。。。没那么容易啦。。。。。。”
过后， 我自己也回想到想当年高中的时候， 那段回忆。
比起现在， 和我现在所拥有的， 是差天、差地。 但是， 我还是用了整整两年的时间， 才完完全全把那段感情放下。 是我太嫩吗？
是我第一次罢。。。。。。
还记得当时分手之后， 看到她和我一位手足在一起。 记得那时的懊悔， 愤怒， 妒嫉， 尴尬。
还能怎样？ 手足就是手足。。。。
更何况，那时是我先提出分开的。。。
而， 我也承认， 没有解释清楚， 是我的错。
也许因为那时我不认为有什么好解释的。。。。。。
那时候的心情， 我也用自己的话， 写成了我第一首歌。
成了我的记录。。。。。。
在下我， 常说自己并不相信命运的。
但是， 那时不结束， 也许今天的我就不会如此幸福罢。
我深信着。。。。。。
28 March Rock On…..
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How do you not show that you don’t know something when you are explaining it to someone?
You push it to another fellow, saying he/she is, actually, the person in-charge of it……
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One Straight Line
Living out life day by day
With nothing more than common
Peace and harmony I’ve always prayed
Indeed the Lord is listening
One straight line
One straight time
Everything’s the same each day
I think about how things of may
Often ponder about my actions
What I do
And
What I say
All I did each passing day
Is this how I shall exist
Till in my grave I stay
Often times I think astray
Seldom do I stop to pray
Is this why life’s so common?
Is this my price to pay?
Despise it not is simple life
Nor do I yearn for worse times
Though I ask myself each time I wake
Is this really my true fate?
One straight line
One straight time
I feel fucked when I think of things this way…
I know there’s still something more
Often times my mind will wander
To another time
A time of past
Was any better than it now?
Or do I just miss it too much?
One straight line
One straight time
A time of peace
A time so common
Day by day
Each day alike
When life has become redundant ……
One straight line
One straight time
Till the end?
Till I die?
Wake me from this nightmare…
I pray….
I pray……….
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23 March Eager…..very……
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i told myself that i was going to go to bed early last night……..
sO i went to bed at 1am……..
dAmn early indeed…….
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Finaling my Fantasy Away till XII a.m.
aFter the long…..and then the extended wait……at long last it’s out….
FINAL FANTASY XII~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wEll, actually, it had beed out for quite sometime…….(yes…..already a few days). aNd i was waiting for Hung Kuok to help me import an Original Copy to add to my collection.
hOwever, yesterday evening, i just couldn’t bear the wait anymore……..the DVD was Shouting at me, screaming for me to just buy it and get the game on……..
i’M weak…….
tHus begins my adventure into Ivalice……in FREAKING 3D!
i placed the DVD into my Ps2, plugged the switch in and flip the switch. i held my breath……..
tHe openning CG came on and what it was overwhelming…….
wHat i felt was nothing short of a long orgasm……..
tEars flowed down my cheeks………
"iT’s so beautiful", i exclaimed…with tears in my eyes……
tHen, iN the midst of my excitment……..
"ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz"
………….aPparently, Rita had dozed off during the FMV…….and i haven’t even started the game yet……..
…..Killjoy……..
tHe game takes some getting use to though. tHe Battle system alone is enough to Screw my patience……
aNd i’ve notice another annoying thing……
tHe in game graphics resembles Vagrant Story a bit too much……..
22 March still loving sad songs…..
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hOw can a community know peace….
wHen the it’s built on discrimination
and
wHen the people all have a superiority complex…..
sUre…..make a joke out of it why don’t you…..
bAre in mind…..
GOD made everything equal…….Man and Beast……
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iRony of life
tHere was a time in life i wondered if i’d ever find someone right for me.
rEjection found me so many times, it became my friend…….
aS time went by, the feeling bore roots and became my life. eVeryday, i’d stare out of my bedroom window, feeling the rush of loneliness and pain through my heart. wHile my mind wandered aimlessly…….until i awoke to a dark, silent room…….
tHose times we long…….seemed almost like an eon……
hOwever, i’ve always been able to find inspiration out of those negative emotions……
songs……
poetry……
aNd when the nights grew, i often find myself scribbling away in my journal about how lonely and how sad i felt……
i Thank GOD for Rita……
gOes the prove that He was listening…..and he answered…..as always…..
aLl that i felt changed. lIfe had became brighter. aNd all the sadness turned to dust and blew away in the the wind……
gOne……
aLl that i had drawn my inspirration from, was gone……..Pain……Loneliness………
i feel Loved……
yEt ever often, i’d miss the all those feeling……
sOngs are where i find them now……and only songs……
sO many times i find myself torturing myself with memories over sad tunes……
wHat’s scary?
i like it……
tHink i’m weird?
Ack! That's Life! | Comment (0)21 March Curse you Cubis 2!!!
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eVening came on this ever so normal day and dinner time came. jUst as i was finishing, i felt an itch on my neck, right under my chin. nAturally i reached to scratch it.
wHile i was scratching, a grin appeared on Rita’s face and soon turned into a giggle……..
"wHat?" i asked, puzzled……
hEr answer scared me…..
"i Was visualizing a cubis block knocking through your neck…."
Note to self: never let her play Cubis 2 for hours non-stop ever again before she goes to bed…..
Mental Note: i think she’s plotting to take my head off……
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bOyz VS gUrlZ
eVer got into an arguement with one of your friends of the opposite sex bout whether it’s better to be male or female?
No?
tHen you’re a Big Fat Liar!
aNyway, it’s inevitable, up to a certain time, we tend to wonder how it’s like to be the other gender.
hUmans are Such Curios Creatures……
i’ve had my share of curiosity. aNd as i recall, there were many times i find myself in a coversation with the opposite sex (to clarify, in my case, opposite sex=female)on the topic of this Universal Question. (wEll, maybe not Universal……for all we know there could be some Aliens out there who are A-Sexual……yes….where’s the fun in that……)
mAny times, the conversation would end in a debate or worse, a shouting march, or a Chase even…..(aHhh…the good o’ Dayz!) tHen we’d find a quiet spot and make out……YEA RIGHT!
oNce, a female friend gave me a reply that shut my trap up immediately…….
sHe said…..
"What do yo mean it’s better being a girl!? You think it’s easy having to carry 2 heavy water balloons over you shoulder everyday!?"
i rest my case…..
Something SomethingZ | Comment (0)15 March Early in the Mornin’
Something i found hilarious on the Billetin Board this morning…
A farmer goes out one day and buys a brand new
stud rooster to copulate with his chickens. The
farmer puts the rooster straight in the pen so he
can get down to business.
The young rooster walks over to the old rooster
and says "OK, old fellow, time to retire."
The old rooster says, "You can’t handle all these
chickens….look at what it did to me!"
The young rooster replies, "Now, don’t give me a
hassle about this. Time for the old to step aside
and let the young to take over, so take a hike."
The old rooster says, "Aw, c’mon…..just let me
have the two old hens over in the corner. I won’t
bother you."
The young rooster says, "Scram! Beat it! You’re
washed up! I’m taking over!"
So, the old rooster thinks for a minute and then
says to the young rooster, "I’ll tell you what, young
fellow, I’ll have a race with you around the
farmhouse. Whoever wins the race gets domain of
the chicken coop. And if I’m so feeble, why not
give me a little head start?"
The young rooster says, "Sure, why not, you know
I’ll still beat you."
They line up in back of the farmhouse, get a
chicken go cluck "Go!" and the old rooster takes
off running.
About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off
after him. They round the front of the farmhouse
and the young rooster is only about 5 inches
behind the old rooster and gaining fast.
The farmer, sitting on the porch, looks up, sees
what’s going on, grabs his shotgun and BOOM!, he
shoots the young rooster dead. He shakes his
head gloomily and says to his wife …
"Son of a bitch … third gay rooster I bought this
week!"
13 March SPM Results releases today~~!!!
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wAs driving back to the office from SMK Bandar Kuching No.1 just now when suddenly i saw……
"ALPHARD"
in front of my eyes……..
wEll, either they’ve ran out of good names for cars…..of the guy who designed it really had a gas problem……
"El Fart"
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tHat feeling of…..
bEen missing my past a lot these few days…
mOst of which are memories of high school….
iT’s not of the people i met……
not of the simple life i had……
not of the people i liked……
iT’s more of the little things that i’ve felt, and had held special in my memories…..
i miss the warm afternoon breeze of those lonely afternoons in school…..
i miss the smell in the air……
i miss the chattering sound of the leaves on that old tree……
i miss those cement corridors……
i miss the my thinking spot at the side of that small slope…….
i miss the sound of the whistle of the other classes in P.E. class……
i miss the walks i used to take alone around the school compound…….
i miss the deep thoughts i used to have when i took those walks……
i miss the smell of my uniform in the afternoons……
i miss the cheesey comments juniors like to give me…….
i miss the morning air whenever it was our turn to sweep the school compound…..
i miss falling asleep on the wooden desks in between classes…….
i guess i miss quite a lot of things……
iF ask me if i’d the chance, will i turn back the hands of time, just to relive everything all over again.
i’D say not. rIght now i have too much to lose. tOo much to give up.
lIfe is always perfect as it is. wEll, whether we like it or not, that is. wE may not want things to be the way they are now, but it’s the truth and most of the time, reality Bites! aLl we could do is tell ourselves that life will turn for the better whenever we feel down. tHat’s reality.
i blame it all on the Road Shows that i have to do at so many high schools. iT’s reminding me too much of how my high school days used to be. i’Ve seen too many people who reminds of the people i used to know in high school. iT’s kinda fun in a way.
i guess……
Ack! That's Life! | Comment (0)9 Februrary 2006 sleepy from medicine
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"Don’t Drink and Drive……."
"You’ll spill your drink……"
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Deja…What???
mAybe it’s because of the familiar scenery that i saw.
bUt lately, i’ve been getting this feeling that i’ve kinda lost touch of after i left high school.
bAck then, it accompanied me almost everyday. i remember strolling down the corridor of YiZhong feeling just the same way. tHose were long, sunny afternoons, when i’d stay back after classes even when i had absolutely nothing to do, just to stroll around the school yard and examine….errr…almost anything. sEems almost like yesterday that the warm afternoon wind was blowing in my face.
sOund of the leaves chattering in the wind…….
fAlling flower petals all around…….
vOices of schoolmates in ther PE classes……
oCcassionally ’symphony’ of the school marching band……
tRips and tumbles of the usually well synchronized 24 chinese drums as they practiced……
mEeting the girl you admire by chance and have a good conversation with her……
mEeting juniors whom look up to you……
cHatting with close friends when met……
wRiting poems with the slow afternoon passes me by……
sEems almost as if yesterday……
yEt, it seems almost as an Eon ago……
4 March *cough!* *cough!* Ahhh Crap! *cough!*
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tHe….*cough!* *cough!!!* *COUGH!!!!!*
rAts……
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jUst Great…..
hAven’t been updating much lately. wOrk has really gotten to me these few days. lAst week it was the open day here are the office. aNd this, going roadshow crazy. aM actually off to the Yayasan Roadshow later after work here in the office.
tO top things up, i woke up with a headache this morning……..aHh……all the symptoms of infuenza……
tRied to think of a funny topic to blog about this morning, but all i got, was
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wOw……i never knew my mind could be so quiet……i didn’t even hear crickets this time……
tImes like this i wish my office walls weren’t all made of glass……….pif……
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